Overwhelmed

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We live about seven miles from the Eaton Fire, far enough away to be out of danger, but close enough to know many affected. As a UCLA alumni, I also spent a lot of time in the Pacific Palisades area, visiting the Pacific Palisades post office regularly as part of one of my jobs. What has happened and what is happening is so devasting that it’s hard to even process, like my feelings are dampened. It wasn’t until last night, talking to my husband, as we watched footage of the ongoing fires and damage, that I started to tear up.

While one of my college classmates has lost everything in the Palisades fire, most of my inner circle has come out relatively unharmed. One friend is still under evacuation orders, but her house is standing. We are still awaiting news about our beloved doggy daycare which was located in a house in an area where most homes have been destroyed. The owners and dogs were all evacuated to safety.

Eaton Canyon is a spot we hike often. It is heartbreaking to think of the destruction to the trails, and even more so, to the neighboring homes.

This weekend, I went to help clean a friend’s home as their evacuation orders had been lifted; it was heartening to see so many places receiving and giving donations to those in need all along the route. Then I went to dance class where we came together to donate resources, be in community, and have a moment of joy amidst the heartbreak. It’s easy to forget that it’s okay to allow yourself to feel joy in these moments. But we need to do it.


9 responses to “Overwhelmed”

  1. rdicarne Avatar

    My heart is breaking for everyone in the LA area. I keep trying to remember to look for the good that often comes out of devastating events.

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  2. arjeha Avatar

    As I watch the news each evening and see the destruction and devastation I offer a prayer for all those who have lost everything as well as for all of the firefighters who tirelessly battle the infernos. I was thinking about you and if you were affected. I hope you continue to be in a safe spot.

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  3. Trish Avatar
    Trish

    The new reality, an all-too-likely possibility of an ever-increasing number of devastating fires, confronts us and demands that we consider the best way to go forward. The cost of these disasters, both economically but even more so emotionally and psychologically, is often too much to bear. I am glad you found joy amidst it all and so close to home.

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  4. beckymusician Avatar

    It is so terrible, both for the people (and animals) who are affected, and for the “things,” buildings, property, nature. My friends there have reported themselves “safe.” I grieve for others, though.

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  5. Greg&Linda Avatar

    My sister & her family are in the San Diego area, and one of my sons lives in LA. I’m having such a hard time with these fires, and I live on the other coast. I can only imagine how truly difficult it must be to see & experience such devastation. Thank you for sharing this today. My thoughts are with you.

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  6. Anita Ferreri Avatar
    Anita Ferreri

    I am glad you have been able to find joy amidst the destruction and sadness of this horrid situation, I have a number of cousins in California and one lost his home. The sheer size of this disaster in loss of people and homes is hard to fathom but the tenacity of you Californians brings me hope for a new future with new and better fire supports,

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  7. Diane Anderson (newtreemom) Avatar

    To find moments of togetherness and joy in the midst of heartbreak gives hope… and we really need it. Thanks for sharing your experience. My son is not far from the fires, but far enough to be safe for now. In the past he has had to evacuate, but returned home to a house still standing. So sad for families who lost their homes, even more for lost lives.

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  8. franmcveigh Avatar

    Californians will survive and eventually thrive. It’s your culture! The shear callousness of those who have made it “political” is mind boggling. Kinda hard to stop the wind. So much to love in that section of LA!

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  9. cvarsalona Avatar

    Vivian, it mush be difficult to live in California these days, especially so close to the LA fires. My family and I have watched the news daily to understand the depth of the tragedy. I can see why you are overwhelmed. Please continue to engage in self-help activities to keep up your joyful thoughts amongst the sadness.

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